HAIS . oh suck . =( imu .. i want all my jms .. i really need . oh yeah . ytd was feeling damn tired and decided to slp early . and i decided to put alarm so i could wake up early to study amaths . and guess what ? in the end , i fell asleep and nvr tiao my phone alarm . and i put silent mode. even my usual alarm didnt rang and when i woke up was abit late le . sian . so disappointed that i didnt get to study the fking amaths . and maths test quite hard lors . sad lahs .i dont want to fail =x but no choice . im falling sick ~ im sick . hais . why do u think i dont care abt u ? how do u know i wont help u in times of need? do u know its very hurting when u say that ? i wonder whats the prob now .. hais .
being with him doesnt mean i dont care abt u . u say i wont even bother about u ? are u sure thats the case .. do u know what is loneliness ? do u know how i feel ?
i tell no one . im always the odd one out ya ? oh what u say always is correct . what i say always wrong lahs . okay ? hais .
do u know how i feel when im walking with u all ?
u two are always walking together ? im either infront of behind . so what u want say ?
in class ? when u shout at me and when i dont shout back , doesnt mean anything okay . i just dont want to pick a fight or what .
and u are always the clever one . im the stupid one . i DONT WANT to work hard and u are soo disappointed in me . yeah ?, u dont know anything . i always try to be very friendly with u , i treasure u as a fren . i really really do . but what are u thinking most of the time ? i really dno . sometimes u are so near yet so far . i cnt understand u .
and im the blur n stupid one . always asking dumb questions . make u all feel like slapping me hard right . im very sorry but i really cant help to be stupid n i just like to ask things that i dno . pls dont give me those ' u-mean-you-have-never-heard-or-do-this-before?! ' face . thanks coz i will feel very stupid ..
u make me feel like im the dumbest person in the world ever . why treat me so nicely and so badly in a spilt moment ? im confused and i dont know what to do . i can talk to no one . hais . can someone tell me what to do ? hais .. yvonne , i really love u and treasure u lahs . i hope u feel the same lahs . hais .
DEAR i treasure u . i really do =) i treasure my frens too . but i hope they treasure me
too . or maybe they think im just treating them like a piece of shit . hope i can die soon ((((: cool .whats the fking prob with the bloody tagboard ? EMO lahs .